I Wasn't Ready is a powerful memoir for anyone carrying the hidden weight of trauma, doubt, or exhaustion, especially those who serve on the front lines. With raw honesty and a faith forged in darkness, Washington State Trooper Corey Kingman shares how cumulative trauma, PTSD, addiction, and despair nearly cost him everything, and how God met him in the very places that threatened to break him. His story offers a rare, compassionate look at the realities first responders rarely speak aloud and the grace that can pull a person back from the edge. Perfect for first responders, trauma survivors, support groups, or ministries, this book is a strong companion for anyone longing to know they are seen, valued, and never beyond the reach of redemption.